Avis217

yes it fills good to have the internet back, able to vent myself and to put some of my work out here, not very much done in a while but I have a new car working on getting my camera and have a new and better job. all in all things are going really good, still alone but that is a given, I need to think about me right now anyway, I can't care for someone else the I need to if I don't care for myself first. I have set goals for myself this year and so far they are on there way. This year will be a great year for me, what bad things may come, I will face them, what good things may come, I will embrace them, and what ever I do I will not back down

well I don't have my camera still might not be able to get it and I am pissed about a lot of things right now I don't even know where to begin.... I don't have the internet anymore and I don't have a car right now.... I'm sorry I am just being really emtional right now... I better stop before I say wrong things.... and yet.

well here it is almost thanksgiving and I still don't have my camera yet... almost gave up and few times but I thought about it and I can't do that.... it would be like me taking a step back instead of going forward.... so I changed a few things.... I'm not going to get the 75- 300 mm lens til February. then I can be able to get the camera and some other things now instead of February.... I don't want to give up on what I want.... so I wont give up... Carpe diem......Seize the day.... or in this case, seize the camera.... :)